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boazpriestly:

#what if #finally #castiel falls in purgatory #the snap just comes when neither of them expect it #suddenly his grace is screaming to get out his body and castiel is taken totally by surprise #he has to reach behind himself and claw at the howling agony at his shoulder-blades #where his wings are ripping themselves apart #and suddenly they burst out of him #one last glory-flare #and they explode like galaxies and universes #shrieking up in columns of black fury into the sky #a fucking lighthouse for anything that wants to eat them or hunt them#and castiel is screaming because he didn’t expect it to HURT like this #and then dean is pulling him to the ground #sheltering him with his body #comforting him#it’s just another wound he says #just another thing to patch up #when we get home

#what if #finally #castiel falls in purgatory #the snap just comes when neither of them expect it #suddenly his grace is screaming to get out his body and castiel is taken totally by surprise #he has to reach behind himself and claw at the howling agony at his shoulder-blades #where his wings are ripping themselves apart #and suddenly they burst out of him #one last glory-flare #and they explode like galaxies and universes #shrieking up in columns of black fury into the sky #a fucking lighthouse for anything that wants to eat them or hunt them #and castiel is screaming because he didn’t expect it to HURT like this #and then dean is pulling him to the ground #sheltering him with his body #comforting him #it’s just another wound he says #just another thing to patch up #when we get home