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neal caffrey played by matt bomer.

i just watched the season finale of white collar.

and oh god i’m so heartbroken.

first of all, i ship platonic neal/peter SOOO HARD. and just, everyone’s statements saying neal finally has a family that keeps him grounded and trusts him. neal has charmed everyone into loving him as a brother, son, partner, and he finally has a home. i just can’t even function right now you guys i’m so torn up over this. and neal’s face at the end is like, the equivalent of dean’s fake-it-till-you-make-it smile at the end of whatever episode it was. it was so tragically heartbreaking.

also. the beginning shot of close up on matt bomer’s face. i need that. on my ceiling. just, one large print on my ceiling. of matt bomer’s face. so i can wake up to it every morning. because it is so beautiful.

OKAY. WHITE COLLAR.

TAKING ELIZABETH IS GOING WAY TOO FAR.

WAY. TOO. FAR.

SHE’S LIKE THE BEST CHARACTER ON THE SHOW.

ALL MY FEELINGS. OH MY GOD.